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Bermuda......On The Periphery......May, 2014
I'm writing this from the promenade deck of Royal Caribbean's Grandeur Of The Seas
cruise ship. We are a couple hundred miles off of the Virginia coast on
our return from the beautiful and almost idyllic country of Bermuda.
This is my favorite deck, the starboard and port sides of which hang the
lifeboats, but it's not my favorite for that reason, rather it's the
starboard side, stern to bow, where I can light up my pipe and look out
upon this great expanse of water.
I can picture a young
John Kennedy impressing the ladies with his charm and good looks as he
heads to England with his family on one of the great ocean liners of his
day. I can imagine Winston Churchill sitting on a wooden deck very much
like this one, peering through the same iron rails off onto the salty
brine that was home to his Royal Navy. Surely it must have been the same
view...the same feeling of floating on top of what may be the most
powerful force on earth. I try to put myself back to the days prior to
World War II but I can't see their world without also knowing what was ahead of
them, but then again, I can have a similar experience as Winston
Churchill's in concerns about perilous times and dangers ahead, actually even much
more than he himself could imagine.
Bermuda itself has an
aesthetically pleasing culture and all of the many Bermudians we met
were so very friendly, even going above and beyond. As my wife and I
were trekking under the hot sun along the road to a beach an elderly
couple stopped their automobile and insisted that we hop in and let them
take us the rest of the way.
This relatively flat
island nation of only 64,000 people on 20 square miles must import 98%
of everything that they need. There is no natural water source and the
white roofs over the beautiful pastel colored homes directs the rainfall
for collection and use. They have one diesel fueled power plant to
supply all of their electricity, and if you plan on moving to Bermuda to
work you might want to think again for Bermudians are almost wholly
favored for employment.
Against the advice of almost
everyone that we talked to we rented a Moped. I had only been on one
once, thirty years ago, on a similar cruise to Jamaica. When we pulled
out of the rental station I felt like Gregory Peck with Audrey Hepburn
on the back in Roman Holiday but once we were out on the narrow
winding, often wall enclosed roads with Bermudians in cars and buses
going about their daily duties with familiarity I felt more like Steve
McQueen trying to stay ahead of the fast approaching German prison
guards in The Great Escape. I prayed most of the ride, constantly
going over in my mind on which brake the instructor taught me, in the
thirty second training course, to use... and which one he instructed me not
to use under any circumstances, and all of this while driving on the
wrong side of the road! My wife literally screamed twice. As for me it
was a great acting job to calm her down, similar to George Clooney
calming Sandra Bullock down in Gravity when George knew that he was in deep trouble too.
We met so
many people and the conversations were very enjoyable. I had great
difficulty getting into serious discussions about the world that we live
in but I did have one lead-in for a serious talk. I would give my observations and then listen to their hopefully profound responses. Here is how it played out....after returning from
an excursion I sat on the bed in our stateroom and turned on the
television. That classic 1953 film Titanic had just started and I
planned on watching it. Early on, in the middle of a serious scene
where Barbara Stanwyck's character was in tears discussing with Clifton
Webb's character their soon to be divorce, the screen went blank for a
few moments and a Bob Hope comedy started in its place! I couldn't help
but wonder if a member of the crew spotted the cable channel's offering
about the sinking of the Titanic and hurriedly somehow switched the
programming.
I brought this up at the dinner table as all eyes were upon me and focused on
the story of the Titanic. Those people were sitting around dinner tables
just like we were, I said, being waited on hand and foot by a very professional
staff of shipboard waiters, talking about the same incidentals of life
that we were talking about. Life was exciting to them on their
transatlantic voyage as it was to us on our luxurious cruise to
Bermuda.....until the Titanic brushed the ragged subsurface of the
iceberg, then life changed for everyone.
I followed this concept up with
the great film Mrs. Miniver where Greer Garson's character lived
a privileged life in a beautiful English cottage on the Thames River
outside of London. She was preoccupied with the purchase of a Sunday hat
that she desperately wanted. Walter Pidgeon's character of her husband
was equally preoccupied with the purchase of a new sporty automobile.
Their children had wonderful prospects for the future....but once again...
only until England was forced to enter the war. I then mentioned two very
different church services from the film, one in the beginning where the
family was thinking about anything but God... and the other at the end
where, under the blue sky visible through the bombed out roof of the
church, everyone gave rapt attention to their Creator. I concluded with....they now knew
that the God who could sustain them as a nation could also lift His
protective hand from them. After a short pause....the conversation immediately returned to the cruise. Oh well.
At breakfast and lunch you are seated with someone new every meal and
on our last day we met a conservative Presbyterian couple just like us
and two very nice ladies from London. We talked about everything from
films, to conservative and liberal politics, to health care, to
religion. There was a lot of laughter and I think that we four Americans
and two British ladies learned a lot about each other's countries.
While in Bermuda we took an excursion on a small ferry. A young man, a
Bermudian of course, gave us an excellent tour through the passageway
from where our ship was docked to their largest city of Hamilton. He was
very personable and we had an opportunity to talk. I wanted him to walk
away from our conversation knowing that we in America are two very
distinct peoples, hardly related to one another any more, for our
bonding together as Americans is gone, as one side has a very
reductionist and revisionist view of American history and almost total
ignorance of our Constitution and the importance of it. I wanted this
young man to know this as he watched the news or read the newspapers for
he will get little if any insight into the American people from the
international media. If our republic falls, which it is in the process
of doing, because of the greed of numerous special interest groups to
secure benefits, handouts and entitlements in exchange for their
political support and oblivious to others using them as dupes, and
because we have forgotten God, then every honest individual loses and
every country eventually falls to totalitarianism. Well.... he had met one of those 'red state' Americans anyway!
We
also met an artist, very accomplished and internationally respected in her work, and we
spent over an hour looking at her paintings eventually purchasing a
beautiful giclee print of a typical Bermudian city dwelling with an old
man and two children in it. This young female artist described her work
to the people stopping by and did so always as it related to the majesty
of the God who designed and created everything. Our very small
collection of paintings in our dining room are all by artists that we
have personally met and it is a special joy to look at a one of these paintings in our
home and think about the artist who created it, my own mother being one
of them.
So I did have some conversations that included
God but for me it was peripheral. I was edified by this young lady but I
myself edified no one. It was no surprise that I had difficulty praying
on the cruise with all the sights and wonders and activities. Without
the Internet, newspapers or radio there was no war, no crises, almost no
reality and if one is not careful....no God. So in one way I was
greatly weakened by the pleasure trip but through it I did receive a stark
reminder, a blessing in disguise, of my own past, of what it was like
being only on the periphery of God. Here I was with the wonders of God's
creation all around me but my thoughts rarely went to Him. I admired
the beauty of creation without considering the majesty of the Creator!
It's different here at home, without the distractions, where I can see a
marvelously green lawn and thank God for giving beautiful colors to His
world and I can smell the freshly cut grass and let my thoughts offer up praises
to Him.
I need reminded often, even daily, of where I
once was.... lost....oblivious to God....looking to the baubles of this
world as if they were of priceless value....and all the while as I was
perishing. I need it for myself and also to help me keep in perspective
where others are who do not know Christ. It's not an easy choice for
them for they are as tropical fish swimming in the murky water of an
ignored aquarium, unable to see outside the glass or even what is in
front of them. Only the Holy Spirit can give life to the sea of peoples
with no vision and no concerns other than that of a secular life and
beautiful world that merely evolved.
I was where they
are and would be there today, if I had even survived, had not God
intervened. I know I will think often of Bermuda and pray, for that
young man who gave us a guided tour and heard an odd testimony of America, for the friendly people, for the
fellow passengers and crew who we came to know and like, and I'll pray
at that time for the mercies granted to one such as I to be granted to
many of them. I'll think of that young Christian artist as I admire her
work and thank God for way-tokens and encouragements and lessons like this, and for
weaknesses that can be prisms for His light, and for His strength to
press on....and to press on...and to press on.
addendum:
I took a lot of digital pictures while on the cruise... of the many
decks that you could stroll upon, and the pools, our stateroom and a lot
of the wonderful entertainment. On shore I took pictures of the
beautiful pastel colored homes dotting the landscape and also now had
evidence to show of the bluest waters that I had ever seen. There were
also photographs of the friends we made including the waiters who were
with us all week. In short, it would have been a visual reminder of a
luxurious cruise to Bermuda.
I write 'would have been'
for a funny thing happened on my way to the Grove City Outlets which is
about an hour drive from our home. I stopped at a rest area on
Rt. 79 about two miles before the exit to the outlets. There was an
empty bag and wrappings from a couple of hot dogs on the seat of the
car, along with some incidentals I had brought along. Among the
'incidentals' was the memory card of my camera for I had every intention
of stopping to get the pictures developed. Well, it appears that as I
gathered up the papers to throw away I also picked up the Ziploc bag
that had the memory card in it.
I didn't discover that it was missing until this morning. After church I drove all the way back up Rt. 79 to the rest area. The garbage container that I
threw everything away in was empty so I talked to the attendant and he
kindly led me to a dumpster. Just then a downpour began. I started to
pull out the clear garbage bags to see if I could spot the white paper
bag inside.....no luck....so I climbed into the dumpster, with my church
clothes on, and literally waded knee deep in the bags and bottles and
cans and watermelon rinds...and probably a hypodermic needle or two...and well everything else. I did not find the
bag I threw away the day before or my camera's memory card.
I was concerned most for my wife who would be very disappointed but a
thought then came to me. We'll always have memories but what is left
that is tangible are the necklace and the bracelet of sea glass that
I bought for my wife, for her birthday was in the middle of the cruise,
and the stunningly vibrant painting we purchased from the artist who,
as I wrote above, described the subjects of her work to everyone who
stopped "as (they) related to the majesty of God who designed and
created everything."
That which is lasting remains and only that which was fleeting is gone.