I've been bringing this short story back every year during the
high school football season. It was penned decades ago. I don't go back
quite as far as Tommy Wilson but the aura of lettered sweaters in the story was still the
same when I was in high school.
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Tommy Wilson
walked into the apartment where he and his mother lived...beat
and worn out. She had been holding dinner late every night so that Tommy
could go
to football practice immediately after school and then work for two hours at Spinoza's Market.
"Welcome home Johnny U!"
"I'm on special teams mom...Johnny Unitas is a quarterback."
"Oh, well excuse me...any new bruises today?"
"Yeah, my right shin."
Tommy
was a senior at Catawaga High School in Buffalo, New York and he was
going out for football for the very first time. He was on a mission. You
see, Tommy was in love with Mary Burns whose family had moved to
Buffalo the year before from Tennessee. Her father was an airline pilot
and this is where the job was. Tommy and his mom didn't have a lot of
money. He would have wanted to buy a class ring for Mary so that
everyone would know that she was his girl but he couldn't afford it. What he finally decided on
was going to take a lot of effort. He wanted to make the football team
and earn a varsity letter, and then put it on a sweater to give to Mary.
All the guys who had lettered had given lettered sweaters to their
girlfriends. Tommy had to not only make the team but play in 10 quarters
to earn that letter. The coach told him that the only way he would get
into games was on the kickoff teams and that only if he proved that he
could tackle. Tommy had given more effort than anyone on the team,
flying down the field and literally throwing his body at the opposing
players. Working at Spinoza's would earn him the money for the sweater
that would cost $37.50. That was the plan anyway.
Mary:
"Tommy, I'm really worried about you. You get hurt almost every
practice and you work so hard at the market after that. Are you sure
that you want to do this? You know football doesn't mean that much to
me."
Tommy: I have to do this Mary. Football will be over in December and I can slow down."
Tommy
hadn't told Mary about his plan or the importance of others knowing
that she was his girl. Mary was a Christian girl from the South who
always talked about the "Lord." Tommy didn't understand half of it. He
never talked this way about God and didn't know anyone else who did.
Mary: Tommy, the Bible says that you must be "born again." You should think about what that means and try to understand it!"
Tommy: Mary, I believe in God. I may not be perfect, but who is....except maybe you?"
Mary: "You know I'm not perfect Tommy. I'm far from it since I know the Lord and still cannot live as I should."
Tommy: "Well, you seem pretty close to perfect...in everything...to me."
Dave Thomas was the Flyers head
coach and he was not particularly happy that Tommy expected to win a letter.
This was his second year as head coach with the Flyers and he was determined to succeed and make coaching his profession. Catawaga had never had a
winning season. They were 0 and 10 the year before he came and 4 and 6
in his first year. Come "hell or high water," as he would constantly
remind them, they were going to have a winning season this year, and that
meant 6 wins. The assistant coach, Mark Offen, was a "coach" second and
a history teacher first. He admired the spunk of this lightweight
senior, who for some reason just had to win a letter. His efforts
probably stopped Coach Thomas from cutting Tommy.
Coach Offen: "Are you alright Wilson?"
Tommy: Yeah coach. I forgot to hit with my pads and not my head/"
Coach Offen: "Sit down for a while."
Tommy: "Do I have to coach? I feel OK."
Coach Thomas came over as Tommy headed for the sidelines.
Coach Thomas: "That kids going to kill himself and get us all in trouble."
Coach Offen: "I'll keep an eye on him Dave. He'll be alright"
Tommy
liked to walk Mary up to this new hamburger joint called McDonalds. It
was only 19 cents for a burger and that was all he could afford on his
budget. Mary carried a Bible with her at all times and liked to sneak in
about ten minutes of Bible reading every time they were together. Tommy
was glad he didn't live in the South for they took religion all too
seriously. The next day would be the first game and he didn't know if
he would get in, for the coach gave no clues. When the game started, he
was not on the field for the kickoff, nor for the three other kickoffs in the
first half. Catawaga was winning 21 to nothing when they took the field
for the second half. Coach Thomas barked out orders and yelled Tommy's
name for the kickoff team without even looking for him.
Tommy's first
experience in a game was not encouraging. He ran down the field and was
belted by someone twice his size, but he had one quarter in for his
letter. He was not called on in the final quarter of the game. The following week was
grueling in practice. Tommy hit every opposite colored practice
jersey he had a chance to hit. Coach Offen patted him on the back but
Coach Thomas never acknowledged him. The Flyers were 1 and 0 going into
the second game. Again Tommy did not play in the first half. For the
kickoff starting the second half his name was called and he flew down
field and hit the first jersey he saw, who flew into the ball carrier
enabling his teammates to make the tackle. Tommy had contributed!
He was
in on the kickoff again and this time the kick was real short. Someone
in the middle had picked up the ball and Tommy had a chance to hit the
ball carrier for the first time. Just as he was about to make the tackle
he was blocked hard and thought he heard his finger snap. The trainer
wrapped it up and the doctor later said that it was separated and would
keep him our of football for three weeks at least. Tommy now had three
quarters of the ten he needed but half of the season was over when he
was given the OK to play. The Flyers were 3 and 2 so the coach was not
on the warpath as he had been. The 6th game saw Tommy get in to play but
only in the 4th quarter. He now had 4 quarters of game play with 4
games left.
Mary: "Tommy, you played really well last night. you hit that big number 70 real hard!"
Tommy: "But I didn't move him Mary. I can't expect to get a letter if I can't help the team."
Mary: " Is that what this is all about...a letter? Why is it so important?"
Tommy: "Well...uh...I just have to win one. That's all."
Tommy
had a fairly good week of practice but did not get in the 7th game at
all and they lost. The team was 4 and 3 and Coach Thomas hardly even
practiced Tommy the next week. He, thought he heard Coach Offen
mention his name to Coach Thomas once. He couldn't hear what was being
said but could tell neither coach was happy. Game 8 went well from the
start and the Flyers were up 30 to 0 at the half. There were 10 quarters
left and Tommy needed to get in 6 of them. It seemed impossible but he
kept on giving everything that he had. He was on the kickoff team
starting the second half and Coach Offen slapped him on the back with
encouragement. Tommy ran down the field fast but not as fast as he had
been, for he now realized that he had to have an idea of where the ball carrier was. The
runner picked up about 20 yards when he found himself charging straight
at Tommy who lowered his head and dove for his legs. the runner went
down and Tommy's teammates were slapping him on the helmet, but it had
cost Tommy, for he felt his finger hurting again but did not tell anyone.
The Flyers put in their 3rd team for the 4th quarter but their was no
scoring and no chance for Tommy to get in.
The next week was the
opposite. Tommy got in on the first kickoff but the Flyers were down 28
to 0 at the half and he did not get in again. There was one game left and
Tommy needed all 4 quarters! He was actually learning the game of football with one
game left in his career. The team now had 5 wins and 4 losses and had to win the last game for the winning season. Tommy thought it was
impossible to get in for all 4 quarters. Coach Offen told him to make
the plays and he'll get in. It seemed as if he had talked to Coach
Thomas or something. He was in on the first kickoff and hit one blocker
and knocked him down. The runner came next and Tommy latched on to his
legs for the tackle. Tommy got in on kickoffs in the second and third quarters but Catawaga was losing 28 to 27 in the final quarter of
the season and the Flyers could not move the ball, nor could the other
team. He had played in the first 3 quarters but there were only 5
minutes left in the game, then 4...3...2. Williamsville, their main
rival, had the ball on their own 10 yard line with a one point lead and
only 15 seconds left on the clock.
Tommy had tears in his eyes. He
looked up in the stands and saw Mary looking at him and smiling. She
pointed up to the sky and Tommy knew what she meant..."the Lord was more
important than football." He began to feel guilty that his team was
going to lose, and his coach was not going to reach his goal, but the only
thing he cared about was himself. The game was just about over and Coach
Thomas angrily called out...."Wilson!". Tommy jumped up and looked at
him. The coach told him to go in for Davis in the defensive backfield!
Tommy had only played that position in practice when they needed a body.
He started running out on the field and everyone was yelling to him
that he needed his helmet. He finally reached the defensive huddle.
He now had
his 10 quarters in! Why would Coach Thomas do this, especially as they
were about to lose? His teammates were oblivious to this. They only had
one more play on their mind. The quarterback took the snap and handed
off to the fullback who broke through the line coming right at Tommy who
ran straight at him and hit as hard as he ever hit anyone. Tommy
was knocked on his back but heard shouts. He had caused a fumble and
everyone was running after the ball. One guy fell on it only to have it
squirt out and towards Tommy. He picked it up and tan towards the
goal. He was hit short of it but before he fell was hit from behind by a
teammate and then another. He felt his feet hit the ground and pushed
one more time in the scrum with players in front but more in back. He
fell but held on to the ball and could still hear yells. What had
happened?
The referee was pulling players off
until he saw Tommy and
raised his hands signaling a touchdown! Everyone was pulling at him,
slapping him, yelling at him. He had scored the winning touchdown. The
Flyers beat their rival and finished the season with 6 wins and 4
losses.
Tommy was in a bit of shock. As he walked back towards the sideline he
saw Coach Thomas and Coach Offen talking. Coach Thomas was just smiling
and shaking his head up and down.
Mary: "Tommy, you were unbelievable! You were the hero, and you'll get your letter!"
Tommy: "Mary, I'll tell you later why I had to have that letter."
Two
weeks later was the football banquet where the varsity letters would be
given out. Everyone had two tickets for the dinner to give to parents.
Tommy's mother and Mary would be at his table. the Flyers colors were
white and red. Tommy had bought the white wool sweater at Anderson's
Department Store and was ready to have the letter put on the day after
the banquet. His mom had picked up Mary in their 1957 Ford Fairlane and met Tommy
at the banquet who had gone early for instructions on the ceremony.
Tommy was the only senior to be given a varsity letter for the first
time, a 10 inch red 'C'.
Coach Thomas said a few words about every
player that came up to the podium. When he came to Tommy, he had this to
say, "Quite frankly, I never expected Tommy Wilson to earn this letter.
It is nearly impossible to earn a varsity letter as a senior without
ever having played a down of organized football. In fact, I'm ashamed to
admit it, I was a little bit annoyed at his determination. But Coach
Offen had faith in Tommy's abilities, abilities that I did not see. He
nearly twisted my arm to get him in all four quarters of that last game.
Come up here for your letter Tommy. You deserve it as much as anyone on
this team." Tommy was red faced and looked over to Coach Offen and smiled as
he returned to his table. He gave his varsity letter to his mom and
held Mary's hand tight.
Mary: "Well, Tommy, I'm so proud of you, and you have that varsity letter that you wanted so much!"
Tommy:
"Mary. I never told you why I wanted this ... this letter so bad. All of the
other guys have something to give their girlfriends to show everyone that
they are going steady. They give them their class rings to wear around their neck or they take them to the prom and I can't afford
these things. I worked for that letter to put on a sweater and ask you if you
would wear it for the rest of the year. I'd be so proud to see you
in it, knowing that you would be showing everyone that we are in love with
each other."
Mary: "Tommy...I had no idea that you felt
that way. I'm in shock...and I have to tell you what came to my mind as
you told me this. Tommy...everyone will one day stand before God and He will
look at them to see if they belong to his Son Jesus. And do you know how The Father will know? All those who have trusted in Jesus, and trusted in Him...alone...
to save them...they will be dressed in white...the righteousness of
Christ! We will stand before God after a lifetime that is filled with
sin, yet the Father will not see that for He will only see what Jesus
has done. That is why Jesus came here to be one of us, to live the
perfect life and pay for our sins. Tommy, if we trust in anything that we ourselves do
then we are taking off that robe....that sweater....of righteousness and will
reveal our sin. God may have given you this determination to win a
varsity letter to demonstrate this to you. When we are "born again" we
see this."
Tommy could not say a word. The Mary
that he loved so much was the Mary that loved Jesus so much. He
sometimes felt jealous over this. How wrong he had been. For the first
time he understood what Mary was trying to tell him. He felt that God
must love him to show him this. He had doubted before because he
had grown up without a father. He felt tears forming in his eyes and
turned his head. His mother was returning to her seat. She had his
sweater in her hands and the varsity red letter "C" was sewn on. She had
secretly brought the sweater with her and returned to the car to sew it
on. Tommy looked lovingly into his mother's eyes and took the sweater
and turned back to Mary. She had stood up to remove the little vest she
was wearing. Tommy offered her the sweater and she carefully put it on.
As she sat down and said "Thank you," Tommy looked at her with wet eyes
and said "Maybe we can both put on something white tonight with the
letter 'C'? They held hands as the principle turned the microphone on
and said:
"Well, the Supreme Court recently
ruled that God cannot come into our schools. Maybe someday we will have
to comply...but not tonight. Heavenly Father. Thank you for......"